Im nearly 14 and me and by e-x boy friend split up a montth ago butt i stil carnt get over him and i dont think he is over me .........you see on msn this girl told me he was cheating on me but i wasnt sure weather to believe her because i am in love with him but i had my doubts for ages because he had'nt been over my house for a whole week but i didnt think anything of that ..but any way i went onto msn nd he was o this girls web cam ..the 1 who told me he was cheating on me ...what else was i suppose to think ..?  so i asked him and obiously he denied it then he finnished with me ..............i hav'nt stoped saying sory ever since but he just doesnt understand rom my point of view....he tries making my jelous by saying hes seing all theses girls but i know he isnt ..anyway im so depresed the other day i sliced my  wrist by the pain of that just feels soo good and i actually enjoyed doing it but now im wondering about tablets i know how many to take and i know what ones to take but i love my family and friends and i have a 2 year old nefew whom i love to the earth HELP me decide plz ..does anyOne have any ideaas ..?????